My dream job

In my current life I actually can think in projections for two different “dream jobs”; one as a professional and the other as a 24 years old girl who washes the dishes at a café every Sunday
Sometimes writing this blogs is like a therapy hahaha because I don’t know what im gonna do as a designer but I’ve discovered recently that im an adult and i have responsibilities that I didn’t ask for it as being in charge of get a house to live? Food? all by myself and while I’m getting old.
 Maybe it sounds like I’m too lazy but I really don’t want to work by the rules of other  man for the rest of my life… I urgently need to plan my retirement (but first I need some money) there is no escape.
 I’ve always dream about being an artist maybe a dancer or a singer??? or videoart maker?? But I’m not working on developing skills for achieve it.
I used to dream about being a fly assistance (when I was 17 maybe) but I’m too short ☹ so they don’t going to accept me, but it’s okay because what i was looking through that job was flying a LOT because simply just loveeeeeee itttttttttttttt.
As I designer i wish I could work on fashion but as a web programmer. which will allows me to move around the country working onlineeee 😊 and getting paid on dollars
And my dream job as a university is to work at a Hotel.